That was horrible picture indeed! I have slutted many such goats when I was a teen and I cried many times remembering those incidences later. I have no mean to undo them, that must be the result of my some bad karmas which brought me to perform such unwholsome deed and increase my negative account. If these words are outdated or fancy for you, put them aside; all I mean was I did something terrible which I can not undo. Who is responsible? I was a kid, didn't have wit; didn't know what was right and what was wrong. So, I don't blame myself, not because of the ego centeredness but by scientific analysis. The tradition, the culture, the environment where I grew up was responsible for my unwholsome actions. I am just an example, there are many people who still following the path. I have seen people beating Buffalo's to death (I am crying). Poor them don't know what they are doing! Of course ignorence is the cause of all miseries, those who crucified Jisus din't know what they were doing. Crulty is opposite of the compassion, and if they practice crulty their crulty will increase making them more violent. Don't we see that in our society now? Down to such culture which encourage us to practice violence! I have already waged a war against these all unscientific traditions like Dashain, caste system, inequality, idole worshiping etc that are the root cause of our backwardness and our regress. The war is idological and it is fought through peaceful means and personal demonstrations so you don't read it in news :). I am seeing some like minded comrade in Sajha, which is positive development :)