He he he. Thanks to my tweetu madhubala, I got to share my enlightment with Veekas. Ajkal ta thread kun kun k eke herne tyam nai nahune bhanya. --------- Tell you what mate, notwithstanding the low self esteem and spirit, if it makes you feel any better, let me share my considerably limited experience. I have been dumped countless times, so much so that I kind of enjoy it now. It had also come to the point that even when we had broken up for the umpteenth time, she would threaten be, "Chaddinchu ani..." LOL. As if that was not ironic enough, believe it or not, 7 times by the same girl:p Now, did I suffer, felt blue or considered suicide ( lol, bhandya ni ;))? Well! Ha ha ha!! Now, I will tell you the best part --- each time we broke up and made up and broke up and made up, I almost believed this betrayal, breaking up, feeling blue and all these infantile behavior was nothing but all part and parcel of the deal. Imagine how irresistible she might have found me if she had to come to me for 7 times, never mind to dump be YET again. LOL ;) hehe. Did I tell you I always got scared on those days of the month, knowing what is about to come? LOL. Hahahaha. you know wot i am talkin about he? :D Oftentimes I wondered if she was practicing what I have affectionately come to call, "the art of breaking up." Or maybe she was doing some kind of thesis for her doctorate degree. What else could I have done? Let her fail in her chosen discipline?;). No Sir, I could not do that. I have a tender heart , you see.So I volunteered, and I suffered;). Last time we did break up, my words we... my love I thank you for breaking my heart, for if not anything, it would someday create an immortal piece of art. :p And tell you what, she loves art. So she kept coming, abusing, hurting, laughing, and yes crying with me. Now you might think why would I let her dump me seven times? Well, if it helps, for all the reason in the world, the most important was, I knew she loved me, for one. : ) And second and most important reason for YOU is, always remember, it is harder to dump somebody, and to be dumped. Thus, you have been blessed. Trust me; I would rather let someone else dump me 1000 times. And the sweet pain...ah! It is as good as or even better than the one we feel in the beginning of this "jatra" called love. Enjoy it, cherish it, for in days to come, you might as well have to suffer the agony of being loved ;). And regarding her, I know no matter what we say is not gonna help you much, but know this, it is better to be dumped, than to dump somebody. Take it from me; I have been abused ;) countless times. I swear! In jest, IndisGuise :) P.S: Actually I was about to throw in a story of another love struck romeo who happen to think he is still dating this girl even after she is married and have kids. LOL. some other time. I promise that was hilarious. Hey dude, I already took your permission eh? Hahaha. You know who you are. ;)