Ashu: My suggestion is you take Vipasyana meditation more often. The more you write on sajha threads the more problems I can feel residing with your mind. You surely need to purify your mind, un-condition your mind. I know you will say whatever state your mind is at now, is the greatest gift you have. But you are running away from the truth. By reading above postings of yours, now it is revealed how you adore to be like Girija Prasad Koirala. It's deep in your subconscious mind, but it surely will surface when you cannot control your mind to hide that disease residing deep in your mind. Just in order to win this debate here in the thread, you keep on writing stuff, and you surely are bound to slip, and then your flaws surface from your deep mind to outer space. And that's why you have clearly, but without your own control and knowledge, written above HOW MUCH YOU LUST FOR BECOMING GIRIJA PRASAD KOIRALA. Forget about winning this war of words... you know sometimes words can have two meanings, or more meanings, or words are simply just not enough to express the truth. Words are simply game. But you really need to understand the truth.. and for that there is a method as found by Lord Buddha. Meditation. Do more meditation... perhaps you will realize how stupid you became in sajha thread writing all these non sense words just to win verbal war.