Hey Rauniyar Ji: Happiness is not a destination, rather a method of life. I am glad to hear that you are blessed with Love (all kinds)- please preserve it because the ingredients of a happiness is something to love, something to do and something to hope for. We are in the same boat dude..... In fact, you did put your feelings so well in your writing, so there is no question about "whatever". Hope to read more conversation with your soul-mate...OOOOPS.....!!! RSVP