once again this thread.. i gotoo head for my job...guess its the best way to spend a saturday night......i got a hair cut yesterday....i hate to look like audrey hepburn ..but i guess we share the same nosey...my landlay brought some sweet cupcakes and i don't know when she's gonna keep her nose away from my affairs..the coffee is boiling and so is the heat...my fren sid is here from nepal..taking a tour to congo...he and i have had a parallel life after our best firend's murder in 2001...i lost two frens in that year the other one..OD..and we have been living on with no expectations from life...its a river where water is still..and then there are outsiders we just can't relate to.. ...i got an internship....working with INS and school...thanks to pot, i seem to have forgotton everything..even that itsy bitsy flash. so i gotto start from the bottom...like whales on plankton.. ..I have gfs from Japan vsisitng aug 22, this that....my life is always revolving around someone else..but then god gives me more power everytime you help others Just watch 'constantine' ..you'll know what i mean..i'm more into it than Matrix..but i have to turn my life around into matrix...i think i have been abusing the powers vested in me...so i gotto wake up and wake up real good.. perfection is a long way from attaining..I have an internship and i'm completing my post grad..and to sustain i also have a part time job, but then i have the remaining 18 hrs for nothing..4 of which goes to chores, 4 to frens, 4 to family, and 6 to sleepless nights with the ghosts in the town..something's really missing.........my peace of mind... they told me its a wild wild world...BUT i still claim to be the rose bud i was yesterday ..everything else its all worth it..i gotto go on for my frens, living and dead....so once again..qurbani qurbani qurbani..allah ko pyari haiin qurbani....tumse qurban meri jann o mi god ..its 4 and i getting late for work ciao muah muah..icatch on with nonsense later gater aiiit???