Nepe, Now, will you please stop that shrink thingy? I was hoping that people will come here, and say, "dude, you are fine. We too do this." In stead, you seem to be hellbent on proving I have something wrong. But, I really appreciate your honest attempt to help me. I just think I am otherwise a perfectly normal person, who is guilt ridden that he is nosy regarding 'her' life. That's all.