Well, I have an intention of getting married twice in my life. Like most of the things in my life I have never succeed in the first time and has been super successes in the second chances. Thankfully I have gotten a lot of second chances. And I'm banking on my "second chance". So I'm going to regard my first marriage as an experiment and a kind of "research thing" which I'll not reveal to my "to-be-divorced" "would be wife" until we get divorced.