Amazing, I was thought of not posting any thing in this thread. However, due to your aggressiveness and temper, I am writing few words. Whether you accept or not, it is clear from your writing that you have just posted an imaginary scene describing your first experience of having sex. It is neither real nor you have a positive attitude to learn and have a knowledge in sex. You wanted to cheat others emotionally to gain sexual satisfaction from others' writings here in Sajha. But, unfortunately, you are going to fail. There is nothing WRONG to acquire knowledge on any sector but how you proceeded is an ABSURD one. And, my friendly suggestion to you is: before posting anything here, you have to make up your mind to accept any kinds of criticisms. Futurenepal