Soniaa, Good, you have eventually come to the terms. Keep it up and think twice before you do anything. Enjoy your life within the limits that keep you happy. Hushpuppy, read your manko byatha. You really sound a bit more 'practical' girl. Of course, you are right to do what you feel is right for you; but also think whether that is right for others. I hope, you are not just playing a 'game' of love! In jest, Jham Jham Pareli