sonia this is mero man ko bethya and how i'm bearing it.. my bf from alabama cheated, so i kicked him out..then i fellmadly in love with road romeo from texas who promised me the world in the future, but asked me to wait so that he can play a little longer..i moved to Ny, there i met lot of nonsense people and then a highschool buddy brought me further North to Vermont who left for Nepal saying he doesn't belive in himself.. at 2 a.m last nite, after i came home from salsa dancing with a new beau ( who's obviously a player too), the guy who i'd helped with his assignment at college called me sweetly for a date, i said ok, i called up the road romeo, found him in bed with allen, and the guys in NY were million miles away from my thoughts.. MY point is you have not seen the best yet, whatever happened, happened for the best, NOW you have about 3 Billion windows and doors open...just do what they do.. check to find out whether it works for you before giving your heart away...