Chetrini this is the thing that most teenagers ( non teenagers including dv people) experience after landing to the land of oppurtinity. No dobut most people are lured by luxuries things and the real part that the people from the developing world are facing is in the shadow. At this moment I want to recall what Einstein said - immagination is the most powerful thing. Right, without immagination nothing comes to real. In fact immagination and real things are exactly in a same place, just the different is immagination is at the starting and real things is at the ending. You are at the starting part so you are hunted by the reality and immagination is teasing you. Remember you are in the land of oppturnity, dont give up, you will soon end with the reality which governs your immagination.