New user I am trying to answer your query in parts (ali ali office ko kaam pani garnu paryo ! Tapai ta ahile gharma hola..hamro bhanda sadhe pach ganta pahile hunuhuncha) 1. His delicately maintained self esteem (individual pride) was harmed to such a degree that he was motivated for self harm. (Or rather chose not to self disclose all the ill gotten money.) 2. Feeling of hopelessness with the current developments and political scenario. 3. He saw no free and fare judicial system that would take care of his (false) allegations. Pessimisms about long imprisonments, malicious behaviors by the neighbors could have been the variables despite his innocence. newuser, Taking own life does not seem to be that easy. (i have not tried though). One needs to be very strong to kill himself, contrary to people who say they are cowards who committ suicide and religously, may end up straight in hell. I dont want to prove him either guilty or innocence. Looking at his picture I doubt he led a frugal and compromised life. Cant derive any conclusions though. Isn't Sichai Bibhag and Sadak Bibhag very lucrative offices for Govt employed Engrs?