I didnt create this thread to show some body bad. I didnt create it to show myself bad. It is just some crual past and some present which I have been and I am going through. I really appreciate all the suggestions and feelings from Bhangli Damini. She can really relate to other people. Relating to some body is not being philoshopher. Hukka Nepali very lovely words. Specially the line "sometimes your past hunts you....sometimes you hunt it." That a real truth. But I could not agree with Rhythm here:"Ppl dont lie.. its the way u percieve things that make a difference." Rhythm may be you havent face those people yet. You may be living with your parents. But when you get into real world you will face those people. People do lie like hell. Again I am not saying all the time but when they lie that will affect other life substancially. AeutiKT nice analogy, " Everything at the end happens for a reason ..a good reason at that." Bhangli Damini I am not sad anymore. I learn to take negative things and learn through them and change it into positive feelings. We all go through negative and positive side in our life. Now I feel myself strong person and can face anything. When I was in high School our Nepali teacher used to tell us "Gainda ra Galchheda le Jiwan Kharinchha." I think he is absolutely right.