don't look into the past it's a world, that's so vast deeper u go...forever it last we all have a past....i know some were good...some were bad...some you don't know sometimes your past hunts you....sometimes you hunt it and then you go back and revisit it your past starts to seems like reality bit by bit you feel awaken and arise infront of you is not the past but present that lies no more it seem like past but u realize it is exactly the past and you find yourself repeating the same mistake once again at last.