Chihu, Hami Manis hau. aautai jeevan-ko sagar-ma, Autai Gantabya tira lamke-ka yatri haru. Jeevan jaha-bata suru gare pani. timro, mero,ani hami jastai aru ko gantabya aakai chha. tyo gantabya ho, KHUSHI- happiness of life. tyo, khusi khoj yatra-ma, katti chot pani mile holan, jeevan ko kunai paal, dukhe pani holan. jasle sukha dinchha bhane sochau usaile pida diyo hola. tesaile chihu sayad, hamra kura mile holan, autai anubhab bolulau hola hamile. ani ta timilai testo Anubhuti bhayo (feel) ki timile malai bheteko chhau, ya janeko chhau. je bhaye pani, jeevan chalchha. kasaiko sahara bina pani aaram sanga jeevan chalchha chihu. tesma sankai chaina. so, one thing i will tell you this time, NEVER EVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM OTHERS. you will have less complains about life afterwards, otherwise, as you have mentioned in your story, LIFE HURTS for nothing. But, Chihu, I am not saying you to be pessimistic or so. Be optimistic about ur life, career path. you will see a beautiful moring of life surrounded by loved ones, which will never turns to dawn. Jeevan, yatra ma aarko yatri milchha. satha dinchha, tara chihu timi affu STRONG hunu, BHAUTIK-HISABLE, MANASIK-HISABLE, ADHYATMIK HISABLE (PHYSICALLY, INTILECTUALLY, SPRITUALLY). My best wishes to you. !! DO IT ! OK ? DEAL HAI TA !! say YES .... yah !