dude methodman the best way to die is................. drink 2 bottle of wine and cut your wrist sitting in bath tub .....make sure you lock your door well so no one can rescue it..............ani a most important write a note to your parents saying i am looser, i look ugly coz i feel ugly..........reason i am killing is not getting gals to get married.....................so they can auction your cowboy hat, boot etc etc......honeslty, dude if u meet any god over there anyone......shiva, ram, vishu, brahama, jesus, allha or buddha......tell him he was idiot to make world....he should not have that.....and tell him we are not there puppet......who are they to play with our life? tell them i didnot ask him send me down to earth and why u enjoying making fun of my life.............tell him to go and have life thanks dude for doing me a favor...........ani yes when u kill yourself think of how u start playing in your parents arms, those day when u cant sleep and your mum take u in her lap........think of the day when u went to school for first time.......think of smile on their face when u were born and think of coming back home with report card and your parent was proud of it...think of day when u r dad bought you new clothes in dashain and remeber father bringing pateka in tihar............think of those day when u fly kite and drink beer and bbq..................think of your first meeting with your best fren.........think of your mum's tears and dad's caring young song body to aryghaat........... dude so u can die well........good luck dude! i am proud of it.........