Haven't been myself for awhile now..I wrote something express how I feel inside.. The Song I Hear I face the world alone with a smile no one sees what I hid inside. On the outside all they see is happiness And not The tears I've cried, hidden behind close doors. When I am alone I hurt, because in front of every attentive eyes my heaven turns to hell. In the end I gave him up, but why? Inside I still sing his song. How do I find the strength I thought I had to keep living. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on, but How do they know my pain? He traveled deep into my heart, and I can't get him out. I see him in my dreams and his smile is still the same. He looks at me so sweetly, I wonder if he hears me, Its only at night I still hear his song in my heart Then in the sunrise, I see the light, the light of life He diminishes with the light Only at night he lives