I cannot relate myself to her postings...they are good... the flow or words is impeccable...but they are full of misery...and are gory too. Hushbaby, if something is bothering you...share with us....I mean it....I had been in depression once in my life...it seems like ages now... I had even thought over committing suicide. I am not a counsellor....but can talk you out of depression from some extent.