Hello HarkeDai...... Reading your thread I came to some of the following conclusions: 1. You are kinda loner 2. You were once abandoned by the girl whom you loved dearly 3. You are kinda non commitment fellow 4. Something happened to you while you were young, that the impact is till now 5. You try to isolate from others 6. You don't give a chance to any girl to understand you, care you and eventually love you, because to you anyone who tries to analyze you, you find it offensive 7. You try to runaway from problem rather than understand it The core point is- you have not met that girl yet. Once you will, you will be flying without wings. SuvaChintak ***Quest