Bodmas; I don't have all the answers to my life, but I am open to learning. And here is my Mantra: This is a Reiki Mantra: All I need to know will be revealed to me, in its own time and space. All that I need will come to me, in its own time and space. All that is mine will not be taken away from me, and if it is, it never was mine! So, trust in the natural process of life and live the best that you can. It's enough! Bodmas, no more questions hai, this is all I know. :) Good luck to you and yours!