Have u ever thought of these things in life dudes? I always wanted to be movie director in my life but i became chef coz of my father. I mean to say that i step into hotel management for my father. I dont have any sorrow for that. I was offered a job in Kantipur TV in nepal as a VJ for 2 progamme. One was a interview progamme with big personalities kinda like letterman. There was another one PPl voice progamme. I wanted to do that but refuge that even i wanted. Have u ever been to this kind of sitution but u refuse it. It is not because of money or anything. I have foung great life in nepal and more easy to make money there than in US, HK or anywhere in world. Even u make 30 Thousand rupees a month, it is more than i make which is 12,000 hk dollar with company paid accomdation, mobile and transportation. I found there is some factor which stoped me. I told them i will come back after a year and i will start my own production house in nepal. Why this things happen? like wrong thing at wrong time. NOw , i feel like yes i have guts and i can survive.