when you look at yourself whose are the eyes you look at yourself with? as this things is going over my head i always think i m looking myself with other's eyes. i feel complete when they say i am. i feel berated when the say i m useless. is this fair how can it be. i have heard it sometimes ' don't let other make you feel you are inferior' why am i letting this happen all the time. it is so meaning less success and failure are so futile as words. i have quoted somewhere i don't believe in words. they are so misleading, i m not sure when i will be able to say my life is a super success or die without saying once. seriously i m not sure what i want from my life and i still don't understand what is life at all. i m stupid i m dumb i am sure, yet it is so vague. what are we here for what are we looking for bunch of fool like us. bunch of misleaded wanderers, every wall i hit ceases to nothingness or is it the nothingness i m looking for? if it is the nothingness then why all the trouble why all this race. look what have we turned our life into a meaning less race where everyone loses. when u move fast u miss the glory of reaching there. if winning is all you got u in ur head then life is a misery a total fiasco for you. let the dance be slow the music won't last don't dance too fast. one fool lectures another fool and to make him a new kind of fool. it is like a logic question where every logic is wrong yet all think they got it right and impose the so call rightness to other fool. they can bear you to b fool but not a different kind of fool but the fool that is like them. matching the wavelength of foolishness, and we find glory in that. so pathetic, yet an illusion, it is the mirage we are living with, so virtual. we began associating so much with the mirage that we lost the true color. believe me know one knows what the true color is like. faking the glory, faking the superiroty, yet a abyss inside, every fool knows that, the presence of the abyss yet console his abyss with the foolishness. look how great is the dumness, no one feels dumbness any more yet another socrates dies unnoticed, a non entity in the domain of fools. four words only he liked to say " we all are fools"