la la whatever or spelling of privilage is whatever? ke ma yaha english padauna aako.........meri marji.........ke garne charikot ko school bata padeko.....testai ho english harke dai I had a big burden in my heart kya................i was confused do i love her or i dont? Finally, yesterday on my birthday.................i told eveyone i dont want to marry her/////////////////////she was crying but my heart felt so haluka................the reason i did that was too much maryada which doesnot work on me..............i rather prefer someone who had a three bf and had hundred of sex but who wil believe in present.........forgeting past.............not a big deal...i dont even mind some randi from redlight.............but she has to love me for example, on my birthday yesterday i ask for simple kiss...............she said no........how long we have been dating? for last 2 and half months ...........how many dates more than 15th..................for heaven shake u r not going to loose your virginity by simple kiss................so i didnot see my life happeing with such a rudibadi kte..............i broke relationship...........my mum is pissed with me........her relatives dont want to see my face........and she is behaving like she has been raped.....excuse me i havenot touched you..........you are pure as distillery water............... Thats all i have to say ................may be i am from outer space...........i rather die than to marry some maryadabadi gal...............enough with nepali gal. so this thursday i am doing home for bhismapratigya.................not to marry ever in life..........my life goal is my brother education, marriage and his good life........thats it. i will never marry in my life..... tesaile sabai jana sanyo umer maa sabai thok bhoj garnu hudaina life dull huncha mero jasto......mero jeevan maa ke he pani chahana rahena na ta raas nai