?I think I am surrounded by a very wrong group of people because all the Nepalese I see around me are out of track and some of them have already lost it and some have given up.? Asish, let me pull out this little phrase from your writing and talk about it. Please, don?t get me wrong! You can not simply judge people by looking at their present condition. I really don?t know what you see, but its true that some people are out of their track (lets be sure here that we are talking about those people we have given up their hope (or school). However, we can?t simply say that these groups of people are worthless or wrong. You are telling them wrong because you are ignorant about their past, present or their future. You know nothing about them. I have so many friends who quit their school after they got here, and I hang out with them all the time. I can?t simply say that these people were wrong or didn?t have guts to continue their studies. No, I can?t because I don?t know their family background. They might not have any choices but to quit school and support their parents and little siblings back home. Who knows! About your frustration, I am happy to know that those inspirational writings have helped you to ease your pain.