Yes Aashish, Most of the Nepalese students experience your sort of frustrations at the beginning. But struggle and hardship pave the way to a bright future. Just work hard and do not ever think about giving up your study. Once you finish your study the light in the end of a tunnel appears. Moreover these hardships have given you the lessons of what a miserable life is all about. This first hand experience of hardships are the biggest lessons human beings can learn in our life. Once you get through to the days of hardships, you will see good things all around you.