Students In US ease please 2 years ago a Nepali guy in Boston hit a running train or vice versa..and hit himself..you're beggining to talk like him... what are you worried about? not having accomplished anything.. well good at least you are thinkin about it and like many of us here tryin to find ourselves.. Yeah you are right I was escaping Nepal..and then i realized i can't escape reality. Back in Nepal , I would have probably been the CEO of some company because I am so and so's daughter..If i did that that would have been worse...I could never known my real self..my strength and weaknesses..now i know 4 years in trial and error and now i know how to deal with them Like you, i have been penniless,like you ihave worked in petty gas stations, fastfoods..and i still am going..on..but then i'm half way thru graduate school, already managed a paid intern in my field..homelife is getting better what more can i ask??Money ..nobody has enough..so forgettaboutit... three steps you can do: never loose focus on what you want to be never listen to anyone except your inner self never give up ..nothing is impossible and goodluck...if you wanna chill..there's always good beer around the corner and good frens like us..so CHILL....are you gelling yet???