Dear Readers! I really appreciate yall reading the thread and posting comments. This thread has been a good place for healthy discussion and I am grateful towards everyone who posted their comments and invested time to read it. Now the condition is not that bad as it used to be right after Feb 1st , in a sense now we have better access of media to know what is going around in Nepal. We do not accepts things so blindly whatever we read in the media.. rather we could call back home and ask with people over there to get the better situation of Nepal. I do not want to make a real long posting. So, I go straight today. As we all know, political parties starting doing exactly the same what they have been doing before. Our leaders? main profession is Andolan. They are so skilled about doing andolans? so lets be ready to see one more andolan. We can not say this move is so sudden and unpredictable. So, we have failed again to put aside our selfishness once again for one big reason ?Peace?. Looks like someday Maobaadi and our Parties will shake hands and rule over us again. King is fighting with maoist and our political partying are fighting with king to show how much they care about our freedom and how much they love us. Just a thought .. where were these leaders whenl 11,000 nepaliese were being killed. I don?t know.. but we still think they should lead us.. that?s why we are wagging our tails and following them to protest. King is at least trying to do something for peace and trying to break the terror of Maoist (terrorist) in the nation. Despite being unified for the peace, these political leaders started imposing fractions in us again. Maybe I am being extra pessimist. Yea, but I accept the fact. I am closing my eyes.. I am being deaf too.. and I am being dumb as always. This could be my last posting in this thread? Please ignore me. after you read it if I had disrespected or hurt anyone?s belief. I think we are still not ready to decide what our most important goal is. We are still divided. I feel it.. peace is not the unanimous goal now? our voice doesn?t rise for peace. . So I gave up now. I think we are not ready for what I had expected from us. So better luck next time. And yea time is so strong. Time will motivate us in correct path and help us to set our common goals or tells us if that?s the move we badly needed or not. Or who knows I am wrong and these leaders are correct as always that?s what they say. I am ended up with a guilty feel again. 11,000 sahid harulai mero thui thopa aasu? Nepal ama prati ko kartavya feri pani pura garna nasakeko ma sadhai duhki rahanechu. The picture was dedicated to all Nepalese around the world on Feb 18 (democracy day). 11 Candles are burned in the memory of 11,000 nepalese being killed during the Maoist Andolan. And the 12th candle is the hope for peace . 12th candle represent my expectation to restore peace though King Gyanendra. thank you very much for reading it. Jay Nepal!