I can feel it now. I know it's here with me. That feeling I get when I am there, there with you. The touch, the smell, the sweetness that I can just taste, the closeness I want the closness I got but I am here now and I can only feel it or is it just in my imaginations, it's not for real but was it then? I don't know but I also don't know why I am feeling what I am. Even though it's wrong why is it with me? That sense of feeling that was never really supposed be there or was it always with me but I never found out until now? I don't know why but I know or I think that it is here. It's wrong I know but why is it here with me, am I wrong then? What is it I can't figure it out right now and I am not sure when I will be able to but when I do I will know. I don't know why do I have this feeling???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????