Though she had believed will her full heart that he would change? it never happened? He became even more brutal and inflicted more pain in her heart. He even started calling her wh*** and other names whenever they quarreled. One day she decided that she had enough she couldn?t take it anymore. A relationship without trust and understanding could not work. She told him and her worse nightmare followed. He could not and would not listen. He was stubborn and according to him he could never find a guy better than him. But she had made up her mind. She started to walk away from him?. When she noticed that there was a hand on her waist? pulling her, grabbing her.. throwing her.. He threw her like a baby throws a rag doll in a temper tantrum. She thought he had gone crazy when he stroke her.. and she felt like her leg broke. He was in front of her with a knife in his hand. Threatening her?. If she tried to go away she would be dead. There was a cold fear inside her. Every part of her life flashing in front.. ?Oh mom I am so sorry? I love you please forgive me for not listening to you at times. Please don?t be too hurt when you know that I am dead.? Her mom was all she could think of.. and then he was gone?he was not in front of her and she was not dead. Now she remembers that time and her heart goes cold.. How dreadful death was. But he hadn?t stabbed her. He had stabbed the sofa beside her again and again? but her.. no.he hadn?t done that. That was the time when she should have let go of him.. Every girl in her right senses would. But she saw him weeping.. Though it was hard for her to walk.. she crawled to him? told him she would not let go. He said he would change. But she had made a decision. She could not stay near him? So they were separated. He never stopped doubting her.. never stopped? so last night she had made up her mind. She had let go of him and today her whole life flashed in front of her. He was all she had thought about. Her heart cried and it felt like someone was squeezing it but she had done it. Told him that they could not been together. He had been furious.. called her names.. said he was sorry.. tried everything. This time it would not work. It would not work with anyone. She could never again trust a guy.. NEVER!!