All the media including internet, telephone, fax etc. are closed in Nepal. I know it would not be a problem for general public in Nepal, even though I am bit worried since I could not talk with my family members. In this difficult time too, we have this wonderful forum where we can share our feelings. Thanks Sajha. I am a regular viewer of sajha.com but as I love to hear more and talk less, I rarely posted my feelings. But in the time when our motherland is in deep trouble, I couldn?t remain docile as all those bad feelings are haunting me from inside. What next??.. it is really difficult to predict. Lets trek down the memory lane and try to scrutinize the factors that affected Nepal to reach this stage. Friends, all the views expressed in this post are solely mine and I don?t force anyone to go with me. But your valuable suggestions are heartily accepted even though it depends on me whether to agree or not. Anyway, if we start from the glorious revolution of 2046BS, one will definitely accept that it would have been one of the deciding moment in the history of Nepal, but we couldn?t utilize the opportunity. I have no thing to do personally with all the people listed on my post but I consider Mr. Girija Prasad Koirala (GPK), the main culprit who dragged Nepal to this situation. He is the one who led the country in capacity of PM for maximum time in last 14 years of multi party democracy. I don?t know how does he reserve the moral right to address himself as the representative of Nepalese people as he was even not able to led the government for full term even with majority in the party. If he would have acted wisely a lot could have been done in favour of Nepal as he was leading the party with maximum public support. Isn?t he the person who was the PM and the minister for defence and minister for palace affairs when the palace massacre took place. He should take the moral responsibility of whatever happened. But he is the one who was always barking grand designs. Mr. Madhab Kumar Nepal (MKN) is not far behind too. How wonderfully he led his party. Hats off to you comarade. You not only spoilt the reputation of your party but the future of Nepal and Nepalese people. We appreciate you for the revolutionary decisions by your ministers in the deuba coalition. Increment in cost of petroleum products, three times in six months, treatment expenses to one of the royal relative, the increment in the rate of VAT, the prolongation of the TADO from 3 months to one year, increment in the palace allowance, dispute over the appointment of NRB governer, the Korean manpower scandle? and so on. Wonderful job Mr. Comarade. I will not include Mr. Sher Bahadur Deuba in the list as he is the most dumb person in the political scenario of Nepalese history. He was a perfect puppet for the kings. He is the same person who said to the media after he was being appointed as PM by king G, that I was being given justice by the decendent of king Ram shah, the great of Gorkha. What now Mr. Deuba? But don?t worry you will get chance to be the puppet of the rulers in near future too, as people like you are very rare in this world. I wonder how you reached to this height in Nepali politics. We should not expect anything from the pancha turned ?bahudalbadis? related with RPP or other similar smaller parties as they were and are opportunists. King Gyanendra should not be blamed rather I have sympathy on him. He belongs to the royal family and he is groomed in that manner. He and his followers think that Nepal is King ?s property inherited to him from his forefathers. Pity on their level of thinking. It is normal that the rulers will try to grab more power whenever possible. King G was looking for a perfect finish to the game he was playing for last three years. In last 240 odd years since King Prithivi united all the smaller kingdoms to greater Nepal, Nepalese people have suffered a lot. How come the rulers different than the public? What is the reason they don?t shake hand with general public? Neither our forefathers nor did we live with our head high. How come the kings consider themselves as the incarnation of lord Bishnu? If I am right I guess the royal family is having muslim origin. This is not what I mean muslims and hindus are different. Hinduism, Islam, Christianity etc are, in my view, cultures not religions defined wrongly by the so called contractors of religion. If there is somewhere, there is only one almighty inside you , addressed as bhagwan, god, allha and so on. So every human being is incarnation of bhagwan, god, allha etc. So on the basis of mental level of Nepalese rulers, I don?t blame them for whatever they have done. But I really have pity on the advisers of the royals.