Dear Gagan, Personally i feel really bad to hear about you.. in a sense.. your mom and dad are suffering which is not good at any cost. and when it comes ethicial things.. i am sorry gagan.. your words has no affect on me. i graduated from Tri Chandra college.. and i have known you personally and not only you.. i have known all of ur frens you mostly bragged for.. once upon a time. i know its not a good time to pull how notoriously you had worked in TC now... but i would definately want to tell you now.. that it was an exam and the center was in PK .. and i have seen guards doing nothing but closing their eyes if gagan thapa was in the room.. .and same goes for baburaja too... and so many of you guys... and ur image just crumbled for me from that time.... honestly! when it comes to ethics i dont take ur words for granted.. i am always suspicious about your every word... coz you know you are a good liar too.... oh yea.. how could i forget to mention one more fellow.. Chiring Dorje... he is one of ur right hands.. and he just ingulped all the money which my class was supposed to use to go for botanical tour... you guys are too much... and when i asked campus cheif .. why in the world somebody just ingulped money which was ours.. and he is from the student union and we would not be going for botanical tour.. its not good ... they violated students right. campus cheif told me to do signature campaign and he would void the check that chiring dorje alredy ingulped... guess what???? i did signature campaign.. and everyone from my class was there.. and suddenly.. i got death threats.. wow!!! see the difference.. i also got death threats Mr. Gagan... why you are crying now???? its not new over there... its all about wheel of fortune now... i am glad.. this time you asked for help.... yea.. i can pray for your life.. and definately i do not want ur mom and dad to get hurt from any angle... time has changed gagan... you should change too... i have really bad picture of urs.. and i have seen you from very close... change urself.. else you never get my support. opps.. sorry guys i talked a lot about gagan..... one more thing.. a teacher has been killed in front of his student... all the students were locked in the class room.. and they were watching it from the window.. that their teacher was tied in the trunk of huge tree.. and beaten up so badly.. blood every where... and it was brutle murder... he was killed by hitting on testes.... do you think those kids who have seen that brutle murder could ever get out of their psycological trauma???? killing at any cost is not good.. i do not support killing... but what if 11,000 nepalese got killed upto yet... and no body ever want to take responsiblity of the problem.. i pity on nepali politics... and yes one more thing.... if somebody now.. kill Girija Koirala or Madhav Nepal or CP mainali.. or Bamdeb Gautam or Prachanda or Baburam or khumbahadur or bijay gachheddar or Mr. Oli or whatever hitting on their testes.. i swear to god now.. i wont feel pity.. rather i feel like its a tribute to that teacher who has been killed so brutally ..... why in the world you expect..i would support these junk or trash leaders in the country. At least for now, all we need in nepal is peace... and get rid of these maoist problems... its now obvious.. somebody is coming up front with his chest open.. and with loud, clear and determined voice .. and admitting that he is now taking responsibilities of anything that is going to happen in the country. he is the person who has courage to be responsible which all our leaders lacked. we need to be in tune with time.. once in a while we thought monachy was not good.. and established democracy..but now.. with the rise of different chronic problems that the country is suffering from... personally, i think all we need is a man who has courage to hold responsibility for anything happening in the courty. King Gyanendra has no one to blame if he fails. so lets support him for his good work. and for god sake.. lets not be stupid again.. and protest for democray.. when i see nepalies protesting for democray i feel like we are running for nothing again... a race for nothing.. lets be specific.. its time to go for a goal. and this time goal is peace.. and getting rid of maoist problem. i wanna add one more incident, when maoist revolution was just crawling, they killed somebody belongs to nepali congress, and only nepali congress had big vocal against that incident.. and what i saw in the paper was... all other parties were giving statement in the paper as if the person who was killed was not good... and indirectly they were giving statement to support maoist then.. but what about law and order... no one cared about law and order..how can you ignore murdering someone even if he was good bad.. its not maoist's responsibilities to judge peoplel.. and after a while.. maoist started killing a communist.. see what happened this time... nepali congress kept silence.. and Communist (madhav nepal's one) had big vocal.. but at the same time.. communist (bam dev's one) was keeping silence.. and no wonder.. .then maoist killed a general public... guess what happned this time?>???? same on all these leaders... every body kept silence.... they started seeing people as congress and communist rather than perople as people. and i blame all those leaders of nepal for the murder of 11,000 nepalies.. and tears of 11,000 mothers and 11,000 widows.. and trust me.. none of these leader ever thought of taking responsiblity of murder of any single nepali. its been a long comment, and thank you for reading it. personally, i am glad at least someone in the country has courage to take responsilibity.. and lets not hear those farud appeal.. or before reading their appeal.. please feel the screams of mothers of 11,000.. widows of 11,000 ... childrens of 11,000... this is so intensified choir of scream.. i could not hear those appeals from so called our political leaders.