for me is simple i will spend 2 hours cooking for my parents and families, 2 hours i will watch movie, 2 hours i will sleep in my mum lap, 2 hours transfer all my money to my mum's account, 2 hours take my brother for shopping, 1 hour drink with my father ......last hour i will lock myself in room..play the music of pavaroti and ray charles........then lie in bed...bye bye i dont want my parents to see me dying...i will keep my pride of being myself even when i die.