hey guys...whats up?:o) im new here ;oP.. anyways ..well maybe i shouldnt be writing...or maybe i should?who knows...but i do feel like writing right now ..so i shall..:o)..(alik control lai kickin it down the drain for now..hehe) btw nice thread going on here..:o)....so many times felt like adding smthing here...but too good in control aint i?well im supposed to be 'retired' here ;oP... kdee bro...u should write more...dunno why..well the things u write makes sense to me hehe..and kinda look foward to ur writings...dun think it will become less appreciated if u write more and more often...well then again that does happen hoina?well..herum ke ke huncha... ok back to topic...too many moments to write about ..that makes me feel happy thinking about them...(esp since if i start writing on just one moment..i might never be able to finish it..to write about all of them?dyam i need a typis.. for free..anyone? ;oP actually not for free..u get to hear me bhak bhaks..which ur gonna type..so hehe i do give ni ;oP..)but one thing is for sure...well sajha has played quite some part for being who i am i guess :o)...met some ppl here..read some things..its nice to read things and feel that there is another person out there who kinda might have expereinced somethings i have..and well just feels good..to feel that :o)...so all i can say is...just carry on writing everyone..who knws who might be reading it..and appreciating it..tho not showing it :o)..(i know its hard to just talk and talk..and no one responds..or no one seems to understand..dun think we will ever be understood..thats the fun part of it hoina?hoping one day we will be :o)...but in the end...nah..dun think we will ever be truly understood...hehe... anyways enuf of me ranting...esp since im gonna rant about meself hehe..kya bore hoina?;oP...well dun wanna talk about someone else and bore u all more hehe..at least bored with me .i can take that..but about that someone else?whoever dare gets bored of her!!!u get me RKR!(go fig what that is ..if u can be arsed ..let me tell u 1st...aint worth it ;o) hehe)... just feels great to be alive..and well expereincing things..good or bad..its all good cos in the end...those experiences makes me who i am..just like they make who u are hoina?..and well we think too highly of our own self dun we?;oP..dun u lie by sayin u dun ;oP hehe.. and MM bro sure do rocks :o)...cos he has experienced a lot of things we havent.well im not takin anything away from the others who dun think the same about MM bro hehe..u all got ur own experiences(or worse lack of it.. urghh) that makes u feel that way... are we what we are supposed to be?fate?or are we what we are made cos of experiences?..dyam if only someone could really answer the questions i have..tho i do know even if they did..i be too thik to see that its right..esp if it goes against me views ;oP..whats wrong..whats right?who knows..in the end...i guess we are all here just to live...live our own lifes..the way we want..(or supposed to be?)dyam im babbling!!wahahaha :oP nice seeing u guys after a long time...Hi Lady...Confused(have a feelin u always will be here..u like it that much dun u?;oP)..Kdee..and the rest of the sajhaites... Merry Xmas and Happy New Year in advance..who knows i might not be able to wish tomorrow..what if tomorrow never comes?gotta live for today..tho cant stop dreaming about tomorrow hehe..poor me..am i more confused than confused?i think i am ;oP..hehe...they are just another day..means smthings to some..means nothing to others..but well everday i guess is smthing :o)...hope it is for everyone out there :o).. have a good life..well try to have one ;o) ..if ur screwed in ur head..and dun wanna..well thats ur own life..its good for u..cos u want it that way i guess hehe... laters... dyam miss that salli gaddi :o)... danny...(dun worry will take a long break again..hopefully i can :o)...)