test, same problem here, i sud have only read the books that i was assigned in skool to read, maybe those books wud have helped me better my english language... Sitara, no need for u to call me up frm the spirit world, if thats the case let me just survive with a broken heart ooh by the way, read ur short piece on Nation Weekly. Cudnt find humor in it, but it was definately charged with emotions. going thru such experience is really "something", it brings so much thought in one's mind - both useful and useless. Those thoughts, some of them are so precious and they make us aware of things that we need to do in life and some are just plain naive-ly bogus which only scare our already scared soul. For now, wish u and the little mam of urs very happy life and happy holidays -together, and pray that the Will u have survived to write only be used after a looooooooong looooooooong period of time. p.s - since in reality you arent living in another world, but still living lively here with me in this material world, DO RING ME UP :)