SITARA jee, Sorry to hear about the ordeal you went through.I have been to a couple of accidents myself.Even though they could be, they hadn't been major ones.I think it's the second chance (life) you got to do many more good things in the future. Worst accidents, which we survive, bring one strange and weird type of happiness.We feel lucky to be alive.We get a chance to realize that so much worst could have happened. Feel better and stronger than ever. Cheers ! DP