take it easy tito satya, not all are mentally fit, i shared my feelings n im safe n sound in nepal, i spent almost a decade of my life struggling in us, achieved what a guy at early 30s possibly could, now i want to spend rest of my life with family relatives n fellow nepalese, being a part time farmer, a part time lecturer , entrepreneur n somewhat a social worker, want to socially engage myself as much as i can for d social welfare. im greatly thankful to the great nation america, some good people that believed in my and helped me, if was not in america, believe me, my struggling life would have be prolonged to 20 more years,
this post was a year old post n i had almost forgotten, thanks to itahariko (mental) bro, he prolonged this thread for fun but it helped me recall my writings, didnot know more than 22000 people have already read it , feels great be back in nepal for good, here is struggle too but im not worried because im at home with my own family and friends and im financially secure and my business is doing good