haaaaaaaaaaennnnnnnnn birkhey mula this is a moment to savour. every song will be about u, u will be able to relate to a scene in every movie. poems will hurt and sayings will make u cry savour it, because to feel like u are feeling right now is to really be alive. see, your brain has an oppurtunity to go throught the whole gamut of feelings and expressions. u have probably never felt so low , right. look at it this way u can't go any lower. so taste this moment, and know what it is to feel like a spurned lover. and move on up. this is what life is about, you're lucky, only a chosen few get to experience it. the rest read about it or watch it on the tv, and think that the momentary sadness they feel , is what life is about. the fools, love is never sweeter then when it is tasted through the lips of a soul that has experienced hate. nay, i say, u have to have been there :) if u've never loved and lost u've never lived. so savour it. but then again, she could really be concentrating on getting her life into shape to be a better person for u, seeing as u're abroad and she's threatened by the assertive and empowered women u might meet and compare her with. so disregard disregard, i just needed to rant n rave a bit.