Girly girl......i do watch lot of hindi movies but i dont follow them. The reason i watch is to kill my boredom. I get so tired of work ..what i do is watch any movie my domestic helper brings. I laugh at the scene when there is too emotional. As far as concerned about life and love...tell u honestly.....i have seen enough. One of the reason i have become stone when i comes to love...is coz what i have been through in my life. I have been struggling in my life apart my dad being rich. I left him 4 yrs ago and what am i today is by myself? I dont belive in love coz it is too painful. My true love made my parents loose their face infront of my relative and frens. My dad never beg for anything in life and he is tough guy. When my gf ( who was suppose to be my fiance) left me before engagment which was oneday left. He basically call her and beg her. He even went to there home and cried and beg on knee. Do u know why he did it? he couldnot see me in that grief state. Let me tell you i am chettri and she was rai....you can imagine how broadminded he was. My mum was hospitalized coz of heart attack. I maintained my relation for 3 yrs without cheating her. I called her everyday. You want to believe in love despite all these........ i was asking for help coz my parents wants me to get married but i have vietnamese gf. She knows that i may not marry her. i told her begining of relationship.....and if i leave her she will suffer badly. I know the feeling. I dont want to hurt her neither my parents..i dont want to see my mother in hospital bed who has already twice heartattack. She is heart patience........when she gave me birth...if it was 5 min late.....she could have been dead. I am operation case....it was thanks to Dr. swarsati who saved her...other wise i could have never forgive myself. tell me about life......who cares about life.....seen enough