for 1st part please read http://sajha.com/sajha/html/in... It 2 am at night and I am in bath tub. For some strange reason, this bath tub has been second bed to me. At times I find this bath tub more relaxing than my tempur-pedic bed. It is my “Happy place” where I resort to when I lost. I am thinking about my girl friend, Srijana. We had so many beautiful moments together. But it’s all in memories now. It’s been six years now. Three years when I was back in Nepal and three years of long distance relationship. We had our ups and down but we still managed to come so far. Like any other relationship, even this relationship has now reached a breaking point. Things are not what it used to be. Honestly in first year of our relationship, I really was not much into Srijana. As time grew so did my love and compassion for her. By the time I was leaving for states, I really felt so bad having to leave her behind in this wretched land. I have heard from so many people that long distance relationships don’t work. Being a cynic I was not willing to believe so easily. I had to find this out hard way. Do you know what long distance relationship constitutes of? It consists of long wait and long phone calls. That is what I found out. What do people look for in relationship? I don’t have a clue. But isn’t relationship supposed to be something that should bring stability into life. But, in my case only chaos persists. Constant bickering, insecurity issue, having to manage time between antipodal points on earth and list goes on. I tried everything in my will and power to make this thing work. I guess some things are never meant to be. This relationship thing used to be so much better when we were together but now it is starting to suck. It is like having imaginary girlfriend. The main thing is that Srijana is always complaining I don’t give her enough time. Tell me one person who had abundant time living in Unites states Sometimes I felt I had daily schedule that matched with time zone of Nepal and also matching the load shedding schedule of her home. Still, it was never enough. Worst part was she would blackmail me emotionally that I did not love her. I understand in relationship both male and females have different needs. Females have more emotional needs while male have physical needs. At this moment it seems none of them were being fulfilled. Being a pragmatic guy, I did my best to make clear of our situation. As days past on, the sweetness of the relationship seems to have diminished over time. Before, whenever I made jokes on her, she would take it. Now her sense of humor seems to have gone missing. Even slightest of word seems to get her hurt. And it is no fun trying to convince her that I am sorry. I still remember that night, the final night when I was leaving for States next day. I told her I am all yours tonight and she said she would wait for me. But she did not cross any boundary in name of self righteousness.     It was a warm evening and I really did not have much to do besides cooking.  I really did not want Malvika to feel bad about previous incident so I decided to go out with her. We were always good friends and best part about her was down to earth attitude. I could share anything with her, I mean almost anything. I really needed some break from everything that was going in my life. too much pressure from work and relationship. It had been ages since I had been to Berkeley Marina. So we strolled around while the cool breeze was titillating our senses. We did not have much to talk about but it was a pleasant experience. At some point, we were staring at each other; our feet dipped in water, waves crashing. It felt like I had forgotten all the troubles I had very slowly being washed away. I always wished I had someone like Malvika. But, Malvika was already taken, and in fact married. As sun put down curtains for us, darkness was approaching quickly on this summer night and I was also feeling hungry. So I asked, “Hey, are you hungry?” Malvika ”hell ya.” “Do you have something in mind or you want to go to Taste of Himalayas?” “I have something in mind.” “Whatever you want.” “Promise.” “Promise.” I just realized I hadn’t check my cellphone for while and I was about to take a look. Out from nowhere Malvika just grabbed it and switched it off.  “Can you please live in the moment for just a second? Leave everything else behind.” “ok” So we went back to the car. For some reason I just did not feel like leaving the marina. I guess I did need some time on my own. I closed eyes and relaxed. I needed to empty my mind. I don’t know how much time elapsed as I closed my eyes, but when I opened it was a total shocker. There was Malvika holding my manhood in her hand. I don’t know how she managed to pop that thing without me realizing it. It was just like a dream. I just could not believe it. So, I need reality checked and closed my eyes again. But this time, I could feel her tongue. I was horror-struck.  I did not know what to do. Shit. This is real. Before, I could open my eyes open, she said “Please, don’t open your eyes.” She blinded folded me with a scarf. “What the hell is this, Malvika?” She replied,” too late, you have already promised me.” Now, there were millions of things going on my head. First one was, is there someone around? But I remembered we had parked in secluded area and also, there were hardly any people because it was Sunday night.  “Relax Mohit. You deserve this. Don’t worry, there isn’t anyone around.””sh……” "Please, no" "shut up" For some reason this time, I did not have enough energy to protest her will. She was doing wonders with her tongue. She was licking me here and there, from top to bottom. Best part was, not being able to see. It was more exciting. I had been virgin throughout my stay in USA and now I was being raped literally. I could feel her tongue flicking tip of my dick and simultaneously running her fingers up and down the length. Suddenly I could feel change in length and girth. Now she was teasing me, instead of sucking it, she goes for my balls. Swallowing them, one by one and kissing my inner thigh. There was just too much tension building up, and I realized she had adjusted my seat position. She was lining up surprises one after another. Oh, I wanted my entire penis inside her mouth so bad, as she turned her attention back to it. It was so warm. But instead of taking the whole thing in, she closed down her lips around the head of penis. She followed that by swirling her tongue over the tip of penis. With each movement of the tongue I was being taken to another dimension. I could feel point of her tongue and running it around the edge of the penis where the shaft meets the head. My senses were being heightened, which could also be due to the fact that I had shut down one of my senses. Like a GPS, I could tell where her tongue was at. Finally, after a long wait, she decided it was time that my entire manhood should explore her throat. She was using everything in her arsenal, even her teeth now. My mind and my dick did not know what to expect next. She was sucking me like Popsicle and grabbing my innocent balls, as if they were one of the culprits. It was rock hard and well lubricated by her saliva now. Her mouth was jerking me off. To add more spice, she uses her fingers to stimulate a small area between balls and the infamous man whole.  Surprisingly it was most awesome feeling, as she did dat and I was cumming. It lasted longer than I expected and she was still sucking me while I was cumming. It was the most wonderful experience I had. I just had to take my blind fold off. There she was, almost in state of trance with mouthful of cum. She looked more beautiful than anything I have ever seen. She looked at my face searching for sign of acceptance.   I smiled.