This is another interesting video i saw on youtube. You can see the other parts in the right hand side links.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPKGXucsktY

I don't mean to be rude but have you thought of seeking some guidance? It's high time you sought help of a professional psychiatrist or something. 

Hehehe...i was expecting something from a hindu fanatic. I sense some aggression in you which is one of the worst mental health problem out there. People with aggression need to seek help, otherwise in the future they tend to become a hitler, prachanda or stalin.
I can even write you a referal if you want.

 err....I was talking about rid. Is that your pseudonym? 

eh haina....my bad....thousand apologies.