freek.. haha, my name is supposed to be a pun for 'black queen' (as in nubian queen) and it's also in reference to the goddess.. BUT ALSO it's what my mother calls me when she's playin around with me--kali. so you know, i grew up in the states. thus, the reason why i dont know suddha (thanks for the correction folks) nepali. p.s. i love all brown people.. all shades of them, including black. i just hate whitey.