Haven't been myself for awhile now..I wrote something express how I feel inside..
The Song I Hear
I face the world alone with a smile
no one sees what I hid inside.
On the outside all they see is happiness
And not The tears I've cried, hidden behind close doors.
When I am alone I hurt,
because in front of every attentive eyes
my heaven turns to hell.
In the end I gave him up, but why?
Inside I still sing his song.
How do I find the strength
I thought I had to keep living.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on,
but How do they know my pain?
He traveled deep into my heart,
and I can't get him out.
I see him in my dreams
and his smile is still the same.
He looks at me so sweetly,
I wonder if he hears me,
Its only at night
I still hear his song in my heart
Then in the sunrise,
I see the light, the light of life
He diminishes with the light
Only at night he lives
