Ujl, I think you missed the point HS is trying to express here. He is not saying that he's missing the country Nepal. He's missing his parents, his family and the pleasure of being the whole family together in one place. He's sad that all his relatives are scattered all over the world. He wants to be with his aging parents. HS, all I want to say is that different people have different priorities in their life. Nothing is right or wrong. One should take the decision which makes him happy. If you think, being with your family and parents will make you happy, by all means go back. But before taking this decision, you should be sure that you are able to face the chaotic system of Nepal. Analyse that are you strong enough to go through all those. Because then you might get frustrated and regret about the decision of going back. Make plan A, plan B...etc.  before taking the decision to go back.