Behoove Me,

I agree with one of the other commentators about the need to show some backbone and gumption. It's one thing to be open to suggestions but quite another to sound like you are  bowled over by every one of them that comes your way. When you yourself start pointing out your many flaws, you invite skepticism and doubt from your readers. 

That said, I do wish there were more people like you on Sajha who shared their creativity with others. Thanks for livening up the place and all the best with your creative endeavors.