Well it has been long time, I am opeining sajha after a long gap. No wonder my life is screwed up now. No hope, I feel so down at this time that I am not sure what to do. 
I am clinically depressed person, have rough life and sometime I feel sharing in sajha help(even though some repiles will  be crazy I know). To make my problem clear, here is what happen
1) dignosed with depression
2) took meds, follow advices, attented therapy  and felt better at that time
3) again feel down and dont know what to do

Aftermath: I am a crazy person