Posted by: राछस December 17, 2010
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It's been 3 days and there is no sign i am healing at all. It's cloudy out here and and just like these black cloud my mind is covered in a black thick layer. From yesterday, i stop talking with everybody i know and switched off my phone. I don't know why i am doing it but i think it is the best way to isolate from the world for a while. I might get some peace of mind.
@nebokobau
That's so nice of you.Right now I don't know about it but i promise if i ever been to south carolina i will meet you. You said something that means a lot(more than anything) to me. Thank you. Thank you very much.
@cray_love
Sorry for hearing that you suffered once in a while. You almost took my word out from my mouth
"I feel like giving up everything and going to jungle to live as a sanyaasi"
Almost because i also wanted to drive to somewhere, some unknown place where no body knows me and i don't know anyone. And wanted to suffer more and more and don't know why...and yeah i will go to beach and cry out loudddddddddddddd and throw all my anger,frustation sadness.....
@trishnaa
"the key is to Share"
This line made me to reply to this thread. I havent' talked with anybody for a while didn't check my email(don't get any emails except junk anyway) and being quite for all the time. I hope you are right trishnaa and i hope sharing all my feelings will help me to be a person i used to before.
@vaadgaule,
Right now i m watching "the wrestler". This was the first one in the red box.
@sharon
I am not big fan of BOOKs but i will read some comics as from my child hood i
just so crazy about it. used to walk a lot for one comic book...
Last but not the least All of you understand what i am suffering from and helping me to overcome from it(seriously i am following your suggestion). you all are strangers and trying to solve my issues even though we haven't seen each other, may never meet personally in future. But What hurts most is that my own people, my own loved ones don't care,treats me like a piece of shhhiittt and blames me
that what i am doing is for myself and not for them...i guess i am a loooossser here...