if u really have an honest intention of returning to nepal and u cant afford the ticekts then I hope we can arrange something in sajha, that will help u buy a ticket to go back home, as a matter of fact i would rather be happy to pay for a live person returning home than a  dead body in coffin, and if its just a mere frustration , then stop acting like a whiny kid, it was your decision to pursue american dreams, and defend your decision, nothing comes granted for anyone, there are thousands of others who might have gone thro worse situations ,and would rather tackle it happily than cry like loser  here in front of us .

Ya, i m defnitely tired of all these hypocrites who would do anything to stay here in US, and still whine about the things they miss in nepal and blah blah ..

Nobody will stop u at the airport to leave US for Nepal, even if you are in an expired visa