MoneyMinded, Me getting worked up with your deeds ? ha ha ha Yer kiddin right ? Don't know you, dun WANNA know you dude !! he he Yeah you ain't got anythin to lose ..he he just tryin to gain ain't it ? he he SO YOU"RE A GAINER !!! ha ha ha We all will go one day so tell me something I don't know Idiot !! How can I insult you when you don't even feel it ? Well if you didn't feel it you would not be responding now would you O PRETENTIOUS LEARNED ONE ? he he What is dignity ? look it up in the dictionery dude !! Everything is a state of mind. But not everything is an illusion(unless you are jacked up all the time he he ). When people say I WILL TRY, THAT MEANS THEY WILL MAKE AN EFFORT TO TO DO IT( yeah it does not exist thats why the world civilization is where it is today MORON). Do you have some sorta speech deficiency or something ? Cause your jibberish seem to get worse every line. YEah my words did not touch you ? he he he Is that why you wrote a long azz response to me right ? ha ha ha You're just makin an AZZ of yourself. Me getting ticked off ha ha ha FOR WHAT dude ? I dun even know you. Surender my ego to gurudev ? he he Now we see what you're trying to emulate ...he he MR GURUDEV. You think you are some sorta Sage with spiritual power ? ha ha ha Dude you sound more like a cult leader Like Mr Koresh from Waco. Sleepin with prostitutes ? uh huhmmm. Yeah MAHARISHI MONEYMINDED( how could a materialistic bloodsucker MoneyMinded be a gurudev ?). Sounds like you need that breathing excercise more than I do Mr Recovring addict. I am no qualms against all your recovery effort. But you seem to use it more like an excuse everytime shizz hits the fan. which means YOU ARE ONE BIG L. I am suffering because I think I can change people ? ha ha ha Now what gives you that idea I don't know...maybe that methadone's gone through your head. I am not trying to change anyone, but if you instigate an action ... there will always be reaction. And this all what is happening here nothing personal.