Suhana thanks for the complemention. I used to write peom during plus 2 time, but the targeted carieer towards technical area was screwd up. As we nepalese have always attraction in technical field, I worked very hard to clean my mess and bridged it to the technical field. Then it messed up my literature field - now I have a good degree of technical eduacation but lost all those writing ability ( nepali). Next thing, we have a lot of good writers in sajha- they have their own thread with series of stories, poems and gazaal. Yes अपेक्क्षा is right if you write उपेक्क्षा then its mean hate.