Dan what a lovely surprise....i am doing what you couldnt do...hope you will appreciate. ;) Folks...this is from Dan ended somewhere else rather than here....:)) oh yah...cos of newuser i just remembered wat i used to do when i was young...and i find it loony hehe...there was this mandir in our place..and well always passed by it..either cos had to go past it while goin to sch in the morn ..or returning from sch..or well...goin from one side of me place to the other side..to meet frens..or while playin games etc hehe..but hehe..when i was alone..wahahaha..dyam...used to dhokney and namaste at the mandir..(well i know some ppl still does it hehe..sorry for callin it looney hehe ..im saying about meself :o)..and nah it aint looney...:o)..)until well...from the moment i was at one end to the gate(like a lakmans invisible rekha once i step over it hehe)..i did me dhokney and namaste..and well of cos before i came to the 'lakmans invisible rekha"..i used to check around to see if it was safe to pay me feelins watver u call it :o)..hehe...and well once i did it..well chito sidha stop and act like nothing happen..and well..while walking to the other end...until i passed the end of the other side of the lakmans rekha..be thinking deep inside..."sorry bhagwan...u understand hoina..i cant show?cos u can see and feel ..and i dun need to show..cos ur bhagwan..and u can feel wat im thinking and feelin for u " etc...hehe...and until i reached the other side..well used to feel guilty for not showing ...until i was out of the imaginary line ..out of bhagwans territory and ehe then i feel a huge sense of relief..and say one sorry to bhagwan and scoot off..feelin free etc wahhaaha..dyam me ...and when i was walking past that road with frens whahaha..would be thinking deep inside...sorry bhagwan..namaste pani garnu shakna...cos u do understand hoina?satthi haru cha cheuma...but u do feel wat i feel for u hoina..bhandai..saathi haru sannga pass that road and once crossed that laksman rekha..wahaha felt less guilty hehe... dyam those were the days..dunno when i stopped doing it ..:o)...but i did :o)...which is good hehe...i think i watched too many hindi movies then hehe...not that i dun watch it now..well havent watched any for quite a long time now...not that i dun wanna to..but hehe dun have any hehe..but will watch one if i had one hehe...well some habits are hard to kick ;o) hehe...anyways wtf this doesnt make sense at all..im deleting it wahahaha....hmm or should i send it?anywas hehe..i think about it in time hehe..for now...cutting it ;o)..not posting ;o)...